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[spacemonkeyluvn]

so, this year is not ending on a very good note, nor will it be starting on one. first my Paint Shop Pro stopped working and that made me depressed. i finally get a paid account with 105 icons and i can't make any more icons. universe? you're a bitch. but then i find out my brother had the disk so i thought, fine, i'll lose everything but i'll reinstall it. but before i even get to that, my internet stops working and now i'm scared to turn my computer back on. i'm going back to school next wednesday and hopefully i can get it looked at soon by the computer people, but i don't know what i'll do if i lose everything. it's kind of sad how much of my life i have inside that computer. i've been in bed all day, not even wanting to speak to anybody. i can't even watch Torchwood 'cause it's on my computer! and now i can't finish/work on my moodtheme or my fanmix. the moodtheme, btw is Ianto Jones (with some Jack/Ianto) because he just might be one of my favorite characters ever. *sigh* 'Dorky,' 'Loved,' and 'Naughty' were my favorites.

so i've been trying to think of happy things. this is what i've got so far:

* i had a dream about Ianto the other night. he was sitting with my family and i got to sit next to him. in my dream i had a crush on him so i was acting nervous, but it turned out that he liked me too. however i only got as far as us smiling at each other before i woke up. still- it was a good dream.

* right now i'm printing out Jack/Ianto stories to read while i try to NOT think about my computer.

* Torchwood tomorrow! i hope i get to see it before i go back to school though.

* i've changed the second title of my journal. used to be "my happy place" and now it says "King Ianto's Coffee Club. Join it for everlasting peace and damn fine coffee."

*GIP i'm not sure how much i like it. i had to make it on my brother's PSP and he doesn't have my stuff :( still, it amuses me to see Ianto reading jackxianto

* pictures from John Barrowman's civil union







i still can't believe that he's only 4 years older than me <3 <3

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[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

i love John's kilt! of course that man looks good in anything/nothing. and Gareth is just beyond adorable.

and i know! the last 2 (thankfully only of the season). i don't know when i'll get to see them though because i'm going back to school tomorrow. the torture!!