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[spacemonkeyluvn]

so, this year is not ending on a very good note, nor will it be starting on one. first my Paint Shop Pro stopped working and that made me depressed. i finally get a paid account with 105 icons and i can't make any more icons. universe? you're a bitch. but then i find out my brother had the disk so i thought, fine, i'll lose everything but i'll reinstall it. but before i even get to that, my internet stops working and now i'm scared to turn my computer back on. i'm going back to school next wednesday and hopefully i can get it looked at soon by the computer people, but i don't know what i'll do if i lose everything. it's kind of sad how much of my life i have inside that computer. i've been in bed all day, not even wanting to speak to anybody. i can't even watch Torchwood 'cause it's on my computer! and now i can't finish/work on my moodtheme or my fanmix. the moodtheme, btw is Ianto Jones (with some Jack/Ianto) because he just might be one of my favorite characters ever. *sigh* 'Dorky,' 'Loved,' and 'Naughty' were my favorites.

so i've been trying to think of happy things. this is what i've got so far:

* i had a dream about Ianto the other night. he was sitting with my family and i got to sit next to him. in my dream i had a crush on him so i was acting nervous, but it turned out that he liked me too. however i only got as far as us smiling at each other before i woke up. still- it was a good dream.

* right now i'm printing out Jack/Ianto stories to read while i try to NOT think about my computer.

* Torchwood tomorrow! i hope i get to see it before i go back to school though.

* i've changed the second title of my journal. used to be "my happy place" and now it says "King Ianto's Coffee Club. Join it for everlasting peace and damn fine coffee."

*GIP i'm not sure how much i like it. i had to make it on my brother's PSP and he doesn't have my stuff :( still, it amuses me to see Ianto reading jackxianto

* pictures from John Barrowman's civil union







i still can't believe that he's only 4 years older than me <3 <3

Comments

[kirke-novak.livejournal.com]

Aaaaaaa! I love those pictures! Gareth, that little snob. He actually does look great in the suit! XD Can't wait for the last 2 episodes. Gah!

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

i love John's kilt! of course that man looks good in anything/nothing. and Gareth is just beyond adorable.

and i know! the last 2 (thankfully only of the season). i don't know when i'll get to see them though because i'm going back to school tomorrow. the torture!!

[pheral.livejournal.com]

Oh dears... first thing i'd do would be to run a virus checker. But i guess if you're not so confident, getting some techs to look at it is the best idea. ::pats your head:: There there, it'll be better soon.

And omg, Gareth is adorable!! How old is he then? His smile gets me everytime, it's so unassuming and warm and cuddly. Strangely, he might be the same age as me, or younger. How odd that would be.

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

aww thank you :D yeah, i think i'll let the professionals take a look at it, before i cause more damage ;)

isn't he adorable?! he's 25 years old. and i just want to pinch his cheeks. i know he's older than me, but i still think of him as a baby. a baby that looks good in a suit and has a beautiful Welsh accent <3 <3

[pheral.livejournal.com]

Awww, he's only one year older than me! I thought he was way older. Then again, i still think of myself as a teenager, so i guess that's why. :P
Torchwood finale eps tonight, wheee! Wheee! Wheeeeeeee! ::explodes::

[myhappyface.livejournal.com]

Oh, I'm so sorry about your computer! It seems you have access to the program through other ways, but I've got a basic version of PSP 8 I would be happy to send to/upload for you. I hope it works out!

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

thank you =D i'm going to get Holly (my laptop) checked out by my school, but thank you for the offer. i'll let you know if i have to take you up on it ^_^

hehe and i'll match your hot-guy-with-gun icon with my own XD