anam cara

AKA Shatner's 80th birthday ♥ I still would



His giggle. HIS GIGGLE. ♥_♥

I feel shitty so I'm just going to spend the rest of the day watching TOS.

Woo! Another 12-hour day *eyeroll* And after staying up until 3/3:30am watching the Jonas Brothers movie. You think I'd learn my lesson, but you'd be wrong. I also had another bubble tea, so with all the sugar, caffeine, and lack of sleep, I was whacked out by the end of the day.

< random> I just went to IMDB site for the Jonas movie and you know what the plot keywords are? Brothers / Concert Film / Masturbation Scene / Neo Fascism / ...real keywords... / White Supremacy / Religious Propaganda / etc. LOLWUT? < /random>

Anyhoo, long day at work. Mom picks me up, has mood swing from hell and suddenly hates me / thinks I live a 'carefree life' and don't take any responsibility for my actions. Funny thing is that she is SUCH A VICTIM. She blames everyone else for all her problems. But of course, her main complaint about me is that I'm like her mother and I blame everyone for my problems. Um... no. I don't. She goes off about how I should live with my dad and nobody understands her pain and she hates her good-for-nothing children. It's the same tired shit I've been hearing for years. I could really get into why this is all (or at least mostly) false and how my mom is in need of some serious therapy (seriously - messed up childhood) but I don't have energy nor do I want to waste even more space on my journal than I already have. But let me say this - A couple years ago, this probably would have made me break down crying and send me back into a mild depression. It still annoys the crap out of me, but now I mostly just feel sorry for her. I can't imagine how hard it must be to really think the world is out to get you. I may be a lot of things, but I will never be someone who just complains about how everyone has DONE ME WRONG. That's not to say I won't ever be bitchy and annoyed or that I won't dwell on things. I will. But life has enough suck without adding your own.

That was longer than I wanted :/ Anyhoo, I prefer the William Shatner approach to life (with some minor adjustments):

Live life like you're gonna die. Because you're gonna.

Despite all that, I'm still in a pretty good mood. Part of that is definitely due to -

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Why do I feel like I've used that for a subject line before?

Maybe it's the chocolate chips I'm eating right now, I don't know. I'm too lazy too see if we have all the ingredients to make chocolate chip cookies let alone actually make them, but I wanted something chocolatey so fuck it - I'm eating the chips. Anyhoo, my point is that I'm all giggly.

I'm really not into the new Star Trek fandom, but I do love how enthusiastic and fun everyone seems. I do like to pop in every now and then. Right now, I'm reading all the Shatner/Nimoy prompts for the kinkmeme and just loving how much fun they're having ^_^ I'm also rediscovering my crush for Mr. Shatner (Nimoy can come too). Not like it ever went away, but it is feeling a little stronger these days.

Ummm... I really don't have anything else to say. I've listened to this song about 20 times in a row and I can't seem to stop. I'm so going to have this played at my funeral.

( You. Are. Gon. Na. Die. )

ETA: Okay, another not-so-guilty confession. I'm also watching I Survived a Japanese Game Show on ABC. Despite being tired and semi-in pain, I'm kinda loving life right now.

ETA 2: Exciting House spoilers and Doctor Who spoilers. SPOILERS

[16] SG1 (J/D)
[1] Jack/Daniel FO banner
[4] gingerbread cookies (Jack, Daniel, Teal'c, Kirk, Spock)
[3] Shatner
[6] ST:TOS

teasers:



( When everything is wrong, we move along )