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Sometimes I feel so bipolar. Not necessarily in an actual bipolar way, but like yesterday I was in such a good mood. Today I get a call from my mom's work saying that she was taken by an ambulance to the hospital because of her back. Right now she's on morphine and it's scary talking to her. They think she has another herniated disk. It took over 2 hours for me to finally get in touch with her. She's in Daly City and I'm at my dad's in San Jose right now feeling useless and scared. And now my dad's telling me that I should have my driver's license because now my brother's stuck at home and this really isn't what I need right now. I already know this. I already feel like shit. They're about to go to the Shark game and I'm just trying not to cry until they leave. Just got word that my mom is going to be staying the night in the hospital. I feel bad that my brother is left at home with our grandma.