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[spacemonkeyluvn]

Sometimes I feel so bipolar. Not necessarily in an actual bipolar way, but like yesterday I was in such a good mood. Today I get a call from my mom's work saying that she was taken by an ambulance to the hospital because of her back. Right now she's on morphine and it's scary talking to her. They think she has another herniated disk. It took over 2 hours for me to finally get in touch with her. She's in Daly City and I'm at my dad's in San Jose right now feeling useless and scared. And now my dad's telling me that I should have my driver's license because now my brother's stuck at home and this really isn't what I need right now. I already know this. I already feel like shit. They're about to go to the Shark game and I'm just trying not to cry until they leave. Just got word that my mom is going to be staying the night in the hospital. I feel bad that my brother is left at home with our grandma.

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[midnightwhisper.livejournal.com]

*hugs*

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

[entwashian.livejournal.com]

I hope your mom is okay. What an unhelpful thing for your dad to say. And you are so sweet to worry about your brother having to look after your grandma.

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

I almost didn't recognize you with that icon there!

Thank you <3 I think my dad was feeling kind of awkward and I don't know. Our house at home isn't big, but it's usually so full of people and I know if it was just me and my grandma, I'd be feeling weird and anxious. At least he's 22 and used to taking care of her, but I still wish I could be there to help out.

[entwashian.livejournal.com]

Lol, is this better?

I get it. Does your brother have a cellphone to send him a text or something to let him know you are thinking about him?

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

Yes, much ;D

He does. I've called him repeatedly throughout the day and I'll probably bug him most of the night too.

[entwashian.livejournal.com]

I suppose now that I've figured out I've got the 6-month thing, I should go through & figure out which icons I really want. I need Pornsicle!Shawn back. :(

Awwww, you are such a good sister!

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

You definitely need Pornsicle!Shawn back. I need it. The world needs it.

There are some downsides to being the oldest sibling, but I wouldn't have it any other way :)

[rdlenix.livejournal.com]

-BIG HUGZ-

Having a parent in the hospital is never fun :(

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

*hugs back*

Thank you <3

[wonda-woman69.livejournal.com]

*hugs* I wish you and your family all the best. I hope your mom feels better soon.

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

Thank you <3

[wonda-woman69.livejournal.com]

You're welcome. :)