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Oh my God. I was already in a slightly unstable emotional place tonight, and for some reason I decided to listen to Nick's self-titled album he made when he was practically a baby, Nicholas Jonas.
I'm not really one for Christian music. After having gone to Catholic school for most of my life, I have a complicated relationship with religion. As I'm sure most people do. But whatever. The song I was listening to wasn't even really about God. It was about a dying father thinking about his daughter and all sorts of sad shit 12 year old kids shouldn't be singing about.
The point is, between the depressing lyrics and the tiny 12 year old voice, it's almost 1am and I'm crying. And now I'm listening to 'Joy to the World' and crap, he's still making me cry, LOL. Oh fuck it. The whole freaking CD is making me cry. Why am I still listening to it?!
I don't care how ridiculous I am. I just want to hug him. But since I can't, thank God Joe is there to do it for me ^_^
...I have grown WAY too attached to these boys I don't even know.
Alright, I think I'm done embarrassing myself for one evening. It's like a drunk post with no alcohol. I should try to get SOME sleep before work. 'Night kiddies!
I'm not really one for Christian music. After having gone to Catholic school for most of my life, I have a complicated relationship with religion. As I'm sure most people do. But whatever. The song I was listening to wasn't even really about God. It was about a dying father thinking about his daughter and all sorts of sad shit 12 year old kids shouldn't be singing about.
The point is, between the depressing lyrics and the tiny 12 year old voice, it's almost 1am and I'm crying. And now I'm listening to 'Joy to the World' and crap, he's still making me cry, LOL. Oh fuck it. The whole freaking CD is making me cry. Why am I still listening to it?!
I don't care how ridiculous I am. I just want to hug him. But since I can't, thank God Joe is there to do it for me ^_^
...I have grown WAY too attached to these boys I don't even know.
Alright, I think I'm done embarrassing myself for one evening. It's like a drunk post with no alcohol. I should try to get SOME sleep before work. 'Night kiddies!
