happy birthday, grandma

[spacemonkeyluvn]

I hate big events. I really do. All you do is plan and stress. I almost wish people didn't care about me graduating. I know my mom would be really upset if she has to miss it (her only daughter, her first kid graduating, etc.) but my grandma is having a brain biopsy on Friday (day before graduation) and I feel bad that my mom is going to be away from her for most of the day Saturday. For the record, my grandma turned 92 today.

I have graduation practice in about 40 minutes and after we have a senior dinner. All I want to do is go back to the apartment and clean some more. I'm trying to start packing things so my mom can bring some stuff back with her this weekend. I don't want to wait until the last minute to move everything out of my apartment.

And I'm tired today because I was crying last night over this shit and the weather has been hot and I don't know.

PS I'm wearing flip-flops to my graduation. It's going to be hot. Fuck shoes. This is Santa Cruz anyway.

However, a couple things that are making me happy (or will make me happy):

1. New Psych soon ( OMG I love them <3<3<3 )

2. Comic-Con
3. New Stargate movie
4. New X-Files movie
5. Trip to Scotland to see the Boosh
6. Death Note
7. News about a new Drake & Josh movie

Comments

[beetle-breath.livejournal.com]

I feel you. My cousin's getting married in a week & thankfully I'm not in the party. I'm not looking forward to any of the chaos involved. Today I was simply discussing ideas for my wedding & my mother immediately started controlling all my decisions, from the groomsmen's tuxes to the photographer. Oiii.

[spacemonkeyluvn.livejournal.com]

Ugh. All the planning, possible things to go wrong, the pressure to make it perfect, and then it's over... I don't even much care for birthdays now. Just give me stuff. That's all I want ^_^

[beetle-breath.livejournal.com]

Given that the last wedding in my family, the preacher was stoned & the photographer was more like a student than a professional, there maybe hope for me yet.

[angelkutty.livejournal.com]

That video is AWESOME. I cannot wait for the new season and the season 2 DVD set!

[hinkiepunk.livejournal.com]

I completely agree with you about big planned events. I don't even like my own birthday. I tend to fine that if you plan and organise something too much it tends to be shit, I just like those random impromtu nights you have that just turn out to be absolutely awesome. I'd rather have just one of those a year than 10 birthdays!