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i need a CLEX fix
Dec. 28th, 2004 11:02 pmi've found my newest obsession- Smallville. well, Clex to be exact. man! those two have chemistry. there is something... intense, no HOT... about the superhero and his arch enemy "getting it on". people talk about opposites attracting, well there is nothing more opposite than good and bad, light and dark, you get the idea. plus, i seem to be attracted to not-quite-evil-yet bald billionares who have the hots for under-age farm boys with a superhero complex. i think EVIL!Clark and EVIL!Lex would make such a cute couple. i mean, how bad can a world be when it's run by two hot guys? sheesh. the coolest thing is that when i went to the SCI-FI convention in Pasadena to see Michael Shanks and Amanda Tapping, i also saw Michael Rosenbaum talk on stage. how could someone make baldness look so hot?! anyhoo...
so i finally got to watch the extended version of The Return of the King and it was good. some of it was a little strange, some was funny, and of course a lot of it is sad :( merry and pippin are so cute i can't stand it! i stayed up all night with two of my friends and we watched all 3 EXTENDED versions of Lord of the Rings. it took us about 11 hours but we did it. but that's nothing. i once watched a whole season of Queer as Folk in one sitting. won't be doing that again any time soon but it was an experience. i guess i'm just not as young as i used to be ;)
lately i've been thinking about why i like slash. i love the pairings and i truly believe that they belong together but i wonder why i see it when so many others don't. the sad thing is that even though these people so obviously belong to each other, TPTB don't seem to see things that way and therefore, officially, they will never be together. so i've been wondering why i love something so much that will cause me pain. i can read all the fan fic i want and look at all the manips there are but unfortunately, if i like the show, i will be forced to endure the worst kind of torture- seeing the people who love each other with other people. as im reading fan fic i am completely wrapped up in that world but sooner or later it ends. i make icons and i'm happy while i'm doing it but it's nothing like seeing it for real. it's the strangest kind of pleasure/torture. however i wouldn't change the way i see things even if i could (even if that is no longer an option). i don't know. it doesn't make any sense but then again, when did life ever make sense? i think if it ever did start making sense, we'd all go crazy.
okay. i just have to add that i'm watching the season finale of Smallville season 1 and Lex was tying Clark's bowtie and he asked Clark a question. Clark turns around in his tux, faces Lex and says "I do". :-D that made me happy.
so i finally got to watch the extended version of The Return of the King and it was good. some of it was a little strange, some was funny, and of course a lot of it is sad :( merry and pippin are so cute i can't stand it! i stayed up all night with two of my friends and we watched all 3 EXTENDED versions of Lord of the Rings. it took us about 11 hours but we did it. but that's nothing. i once watched a whole season of Queer as Folk in one sitting. won't be doing that again any time soon but it was an experience. i guess i'm just not as young as i used to be ;)
lately i've been thinking about why i like slash. i love the pairings and i truly believe that they belong together but i wonder why i see it when so many others don't. the sad thing is that even though these people so obviously belong to each other, TPTB don't seem to see things that way and therefore, officially, they will never be together. so i've been wondering why i love something so much that will cause me pain. i can read all the fan fic i want and look at all the manips there are but unfortunately, if i like the show, i will be forced to endure the worst kind of torture- seeing the people who love each other with other people. as im reading fan fic i am completely wrapped up in that world but sooner or later it ends. i make icons and i'm happy while i'm doing it but it's nothing like seeing it for real. it's the strangest kind of pleasure/torture. however i wouldn't change the way i see things even if i could (even if that is no longer an option). i don't know. it doesn't make any sense but then again, when did life ever make sense? i think if it ever did start making sense, we'd all go crazy.
okay. i just have to add that i'm watching the season finale of Smallville season 1 and Lex was tying Clark's bowtie and he asked Clark a question. Clark turns around in his tux, faces Lex and says "I do". :-D that made me happy.
